FORGET ME; NOT.

I know we are no longer together but please forget me not
I know you were weak in fighting for our love but forget me not
Maybe I was too strong but forget me not
Or maybe I was too wild for you
I want you to remember me
To think about me
To keep memories of me alive
You taught me a lot of things
You were my best reality
I want you to forget me; not
You hurt me bad, real bad
You broke my heart into tiny pieces
You left an indelible mark in me
But forget me not
I know I left
When I couldn’t stand the pressure I opted out
Chickened out, maybe
I went back on my promises
I gave in to fear, paranoia
But forget me not
I know I got tired of trying to live up to people’s expectations
I know I was selfish
I wanted so much to win
I know I was a coward
I was not brave enough to fight for us
But please forget me; not
I know I told you not to call me
To stop pursuing me
I threatened to sue you
I know I couldn’t forgive you
It was hard to go back
To erase the pain
To change reality
To go back in time
It was pointless to fix it
Too late to work on it
Impossible to mend it
But please forget me not
You know I hated you
For blaming me for the wrong things in your life
You know I despised you
For always judging my every action
You know I detested you
For always wanting to be right
You know I couldn’t stand
Your constant outbursts
But please forget me not
You were selfish
When you decided to end it
You didn’t think of me
Of my heart
You only thought of you
Of your selfish desires
I wanted you to choose me
To assure me
Of your undying love for me
But you couldn’t
You couldn’t rise up to the occasion
Then I got tired
Of waiting for you to come around
I got impatient
Of waiting for you to notice me
I got fed up
With your unending excuses
I got helpless
When your love started playing tricks on me
Your love eluded me
Your memories taunted me
My desire for you suffocated me
And my eyes pleaded with you
To take it easy on my heart
But you had turned cold
Your heart was cold as ice
It lost its warmth towards me
It lost its memories of our love
It became a stranger to the once familiar me
And you seemed content
Satisfied in fact
And I let you have it your way
I walked with several pieces of a broken heart
And the shattering sounds of my broken heart echoing in my ears
My integrity sucked out of me
Yes, I was a shadow of my old self
But I want you to forget me not
I don’t want you to come back
Yes, you can keep checking up on me once a year
I want memories of me to keep you awake at night
I want thoughts of me to distract you from your work
I want my success, to make you wish you still had me
I want the happiness we shared to be like no other
I want you to remember me when you are deep in slumber
I want you to wish that I was lying right there beside you
I want you to dream of me at night, only good dreams
I want you to realize that I’m the woman you lost
The woman you can’t have
The woman you will never have
The woman you can’t replace
The only woman you truly loved
I want you to accept that losing me was your greatest mistake
I want you to forget me; NOT!

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